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  • NO JUDGMENT ❀ ✿ An Interview with Janice Lobo Sapigao

    NO JUDGMENT is a weekly interview series feat. Timeless' lovely writers, so they can begin to assume a shape beyond floating heads in the twittersphere. 
    This week's personal esoterica comes courtesy of Janice Lobo Sapigao

    A memorable/embarrassing-in-hindsight early email address or username? What age?

    Oh god. Friend who’ve known me for a while still tease me about this: FlyPinay224. I think I was FlyPinay224 from age 12-20. (RIP AOL Instant Messenger).

    You would be named Patron Saint of ______.

    Patron Saint of Crying in My Office
    Patron Saint of Watching Reality Television
    Patron Saint of Not Going to Church Anymore
    Patron Saint of Wearing Whatever I Want To Work and Getting Compliments When My General Fashion Rule of Thumb is, “Put it on and leave. Leave right now.”
    Patron Saint of Side Eyes
    Patron Saint of Being Quiet with Words I Don’t Like
    Patron Saint of Soy Milk in all of my Coffee Drinks
    Patron Saint of Playing the Same Ass Song Over and Over Again

    What is a gift you received that made you feel truly seen?

    Earrings from my good friend, Lorenz Dumuk. He makes dope jewelry out of wood and wood art. His business is called Nuthin’ But a Tree Thang.

    If you gave this current period in your life a song title and/or band name, what would it be and why?

    I’d like to call this my Kehlani period. I love her music. I listen to every song. I know all the songs on her album and on her mixtapes. I know what features she’s on. She’s raw and gives no fucks and is sensitive as hell. Hella wise but still goin through it. Working and trying.

    She once put out a Snapchat or Instagram story of her at Coachella lookin hella fly and the caption said something like, when your country is trash but you’re still thriving. Idk what it was exactly, but I loved it.

    Share yr childhood vs. adulthood ~*comfort object of choice*~ (i.e. a special teddy, blankie, vape/joint, etc.).

    Childhood: My baby blankie.
    Adulthood: My baby blankie + 35 stuffed animals that are my whole life.

    What is your least favorite food?

    Cheese. I’m cutting dairy out of my life. I can’t. My stomach can’t. Filipino food doesn’t really include cheese so why is America always trying change me?

    Do you resonate with yr Zodiac Sign? Say more.

    Yes. I’m a Leo sun (but more of a Cancer cusp). Cancer moon. Aries rising. So I get hella emotional, present as balanced, but I’m just fuming with my feelings inside.

    Last form of “medicine” you offered yourself (can be emotional, spiritual, metaphysical)?

    I took myself to a café to write after work. I’ve been doing this for two weeks now, and I’ve been feeling a lot better about my writing practice.

    I cannot and will not let teaching (a career I thoroughly love) take me away from my writing.

    Share 3 of your recent google searches (no judgment xo).

    1. “IKEA shirt” If you follow me on Instagram, you’ve probably noticed that I love IKEA. My friend, mgb, and I go to IKEA and make fun of it. We started a mini IG story series called “Pinaykea” for us Pinays at IKEA.
    2. “Kanye SNL” because someone asked me about it and I had no idea what was about.
    3. “Her Wild American Self” the book by M. Evelina Galang.

    Share a reaction image/gif that represents you during yr writing process.

    Learn more about Janice Lobo Sapigao here. Her book, like a solid to a shadow, is available for purchase here

  • The Sweet Sweet Taste of Capitalism

    We just found out that we received the Fleishhacker Foundation grant for CONTRAVERSE by alex cruse AND the Zellerbach Family Foundation grant for like a solid to a shadow by Janice Lobo Sapigao!

    <3 <3 <3 to our fabulous grant writer Lauren Levin for holding it down xxxo 


  • Janice Lobo Sapigao Interviewed on Speaking of Marvels

    Janice Lobo Sapigao


    Janice Lobo Sapigao discusses obsession, her favorite chapbooks & her 2017 TIL book, like a solid to a shadow in a new interview up on Speaking of Marvels.

    Read the full interview here.

    Here's an excerpt from the interview:

    What obsessions led you to write your book?

    I like the word ‘obsessions.’ To me, this means focus, or adjusting your lens to center on one thing or a few somethings that are related somehow. And then you’re searching, somehowsomehowsomehow and it becomes a thing. That somehow is my father. The thing it became during obsessing is a book. The writing was the search beyond the act of seeing and privilege/sense of sight.

  • like a solid to a shadow Reviewed in Galatea Resurrects

    New deeply personal & powerful review of like a solid to a shadow by Janice Sapigao up on Galatea Resurrects by Eileen Tabios:

    "like a solid to a shadow also is about grieving a father’s death as well as grieving a father. Sapigao’s father died when she was six years old. Part of the impetus for Sapigao’s project was transcribing cassette tapes of love letters sent by her father to her mother during their courting days. Complicating the project was how her father spoke in Ilokano and Sapigao's lack of fluency in this language.

    What’s admirable about Sapigao’s project are, among others, its many layers of complexity, including its address of translation. Translation is a fitting layer since the entire poetic project, if as also as means to “find” her father, is translation"

    Read the full review here.

  • The Voice Travels in Language: The Book Release of like a solid to a shadow


    Thank you to everyone who came out to support the release of like a solid to a shadow by Janice Lobo Sapigao. This event engaged the audience on as many levels as the book itself, weaving together multiple shrines, a participatory installation by Kimberley Acebo Arteche, a reading by Andrea Marina, music by Paolo Espiritu, and a stunning  performance by Janice Lobo Sapigao that combined a reading with video projection, a tape recording of her father speaking in Ilokano, and communal sharing of Filipino food. Each of these performances critiqued, mourned, and resisted the historical and present violence and erasure directed at immigrants and indigenous peoples. 



    We believe Elana Chavez, co-founder of Cantíl reading series, said it best in her introduction to Janice's performance:

    Thank you to the people that make a book like the one we welcome. Books of illumination, it is suitable that they call themselves Timeless, Infinite Light. The luminescence that this particular book emits is three dimensions strong, past, present and future. It is through these dimensions that the searching voice, the voice of our narrator, the voice whom the writer here before us names the same name as themselves, seeks its own identity. The voice travels in language. A language that the voice is actively learning as we move through space with it. As the voice takes us. And reminds us that the language it is working to translate is verbal in nature and it functioned in this nature prior to "Roman" letters and "duplicated ideas". Told events, made an event of telling. So immediately, as usual for the indigenous in our world, colonialism begins its dirty work. It works to hide the past from us now, from the us in the future. Colonialism works to change our names, it makes our names, for only certain tongues form the shape of the names of everyone. That power is not for everyone. The text, the voice of the father, that the narrator is working with is itself incomplete, fragmented. Technology cant help much, documents are lost, names are lost. So what does one do? The best one can with what one has and in this case it is to make an artifact and a record.    


  • The S.L.o.T.

    Sound is Not the Only Way to Experience Music by Janice Lobo Sapigao

    The S.L.o.T. is an irregularly published feature that hosts critically-engaged, outward-facing, serial essays. We named this series after The Second Law of Thermodynamics, which says that entropy will either increase or stay the same; entropy is the measure of the amount of energy that is unavailable to do work, and we hope that these essays will make you a little bit less productive.

    “Being taken seriously means missing out on the chance to be frivolous, promiscuous, and irrelevant. The desire to be taken seriously is precisely what compels people to follow the tried and true paths of knowledge production around which I would like to map a few detours.”

    — J. Jack Halberstam, The Queer Art of Failure

    “Don’t know about the Internet / Don’t know about the radio / Don’t know about the television / All I know is about my flow... / Twain tiki lang tang tang tiki tiki / Southern girl / Twain tiki lang tang tang tiki tiki”

    Erykah Badu & Rahzel, “Southern Girl”

    Listening to and reading body language, facial expressions, and internal callings all indicate forms of knowing that necessitate extra listening. Extra awareness. Perhaps even extra intelligence.

    When I was 14 years old, my friends Gladys, Maggie, and I wanted to be b-girls. So, essentially, we were wannabe b-girls. It started when Gladys’s older brother, PJ, started dressing like a b-boy – probably because he was a b-boy. And then we found out that he could do the footwork. He stepped and dropped like a b-boy could, and he was able to do some floor moves, and maybe even some freezes, but all I saw was something that looked so cool. All I saw was something that I thought I could never, ever do.

    And I was right.

    Gladys and I must have been inspired by Save The Last Dance or something – even though that movie doesn’t even tell the story of a b-girl – or we thought it would be another way to meet boys, or to represent for other pinays, or both. Either way, we tried.

    We recruited our very athletic girl Maggie, who was down to join. Gladys and I had a total of two practices as i.S.s. I seriously have no idea what i.S.s. stood for. I want to say that it was insane Stepsisters, but I could be very wrong. I only know for sure that we were really into playing with alternating between lower and uppercase letters back in those days. During our first practice, we went  straight into practicing freezes. More like, Gladys went straight into practicing freezes, and I watched. I was too nervous to do anything, despite the fact that we were alone in her backyard or garage or living room, so I just copied what Gladys did. I actually learned a lot that way. And when I state that Gladys went straight into practicing freezes, what I really mean is that she went into practicing yoga. Homegirl did some version of crow pose, and she was good at holding it for, like, five seconds. By our second and last practice, she got to seven seconds. And so could I, because, like, that was the only thing I could correctly copy.

    A dreadful moment that I can still feel embarrassed by in my bones was when Gladys looked at me and said, “Okay, it’s your turn. Let me see your footwork.” And I’m pretty sure that I looked something like a failed running man. I remember trying to find some internal rhythm within me, but because I kept going back and forth between not looking like a dork and really trying, so I ended up with some sorry ass vertical two-step.

    Another dreadful moment that I can still feel embarrassed by in my bones was when Gladys looked at me after my so-called footwork, and said, “No, dude. No.”

    Because I clearly couldn’t dance, because an all-girl b-girl crew couldn’t work with one beginner teaching other beginners, and because Maggie never made it to our practices, i.S.s. was unsurprisingly, instantly short lived. I thought for so long that I couldn’t be a b-girl because we didn’t practice with music. I thought for so long that I couldn’t be a b-girl, because of so many things I did practice instead when I was younger: negative self-talk, listening to boys put down girls, listening to girls put down other girls, and just not trying when I know I could have. These gendered terrors and microaggressions were stories in my body. I am still working on unlearning them.

    I learned from failure that I didn’t need to get to the stage of practicing with music to know that I wasn’t going to be a good b-girl. I didn’t have the music inside – the confidence, the rhythm, the swagger – to be a breakdancer. And that’s okay with me. What I wanted mismatched what I had.

    Sound is not the only way to experience music. Music is in the body. If you touch your hand over your heartbeat, then you’ll find that’s the rhythm, the voice. The certainty of your breath, heartbeat, and gait all indicate a natural pattern you could follow, halt, pause, replay, and trust. That’s music. Yes, that’s music, too. Meaning, yes, you are capable of not just dancing to music, but fully embodying it. For sound to be the only way to experience music would be ableist and improvident. We are capable of so much more. We can perform to our own tunes and words. We deserve the space to explore our bodies and talents.



    Janice Lobo Sapigao is a poet, writer, and educator from San José, CA. Her first book of poetry about her mom, microchips for millions, critiques the Silicon Valley and its exploitation of immigrant women workers, and will be published this summer by Philippine American Writers and Artists (PAWA), Inc. She is the Associate Editor of TAYO Literary Magazine. She teaches English at San José City College and Skyline College. She loves hip hop, runs races occasionally, and craves Philz Coffee. If you want, you can learn more at

  • The S.L.o.T.

    Let Me See You See Me Back by Janice Lobo Sapigao

    The S.L.o.T. is an irregularly published feature that hosts critically-engaged, outward-facing, serial essays. We named this series after The Second Law of Thermodynamics, which says that entropy will either increase or stay the same; entropy is the measure of the amount of energy that is unavailable to do work, and we hope that these essays will make you a little bit less productive.

    Corner of 24th Street and Bryant in San Francisco, CA in December 2013.

    These artists revealed the unwritten truth of their time and did so by capturing the rawness of life. They gave a voice and a face to the oppressed and the forgotten, and were able to do so by expressing the latent emotion of their subjects. Art captures what lies beneath.—Justin Bua, “Introduction” in The Legends of Hip Hop


    Be the lighthouse. Be the boat. But either way, be visible. Be brave. Be bold. Be proud. Be the imposter and the real thing.—Jessica Sabogal, “Raza Day Speech” 


    You got eyes but they’re not for me—Positive K


    I have found, that in every community or classroom I come into, it is important to figure out what those people or those students need – let them tell you – before you go telling them what to do for hella long. I mean, they see you. Do you see them?

    Ask yourself and others: Can you see your community where you are?

    Some relevant back story: Galería de la Raza sits on the corner of 24th Street and Bryant in San Francisco, CA, and the first time I entered the space was when I was invited to co-lead the writing portion of a graffiti art slash mural-making workshop for mostly Mexican and Central American youth living in what was a mostly Mexican and Central American version of the Mission District. In October of 2013, my homegirl Jessica Sabogal (or Jessi, to me) asked me to help her since I had just started teaching in my own classroom at the time, and so that I could possibly help the students figure out what they wanted to create for their collective mural.

    Before any drawings, or sketches, or spray paint cans, we wrote. I asked the students to write to one of my favorite prompts that always, always gets anyone to start the creative process. I asked students to fill in the blank by writing as many responses as possible in five minutes to the prompt, “Don’t ask me about…” This prompt gets people to write down topics that they don’t necessarily have to explain. This prompt allows writers to see, feel, and name without the heft of explaining – especially when the prompt demands that people don’t ask them. What comes, and what I taught them that day, is that there is a word for that – for that feeling you get when you can’t describe it. Funny, no? How there exists in English a single word for all the words you can’t (yet) state. That feeling, the one we are left with, as though we are holding our breath with our mouths, or pushing down air with our noses, or balling up pressure and power in our fists is: ineffable. Ineffability is when something is too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words. The community organizers putting on the workshop were so great. And the other bad-ass artists who were there were extremely encouraging. The youth, some friends and some acquaintances, after sharing their writings, seemed empowered. And the surrounding community, along with the watching and listening world, were about to find out just how powerful ineffability could be.

    Digital Mural Project: "Youth So Educated Are Dangerous Featuring the collaborative work of Jessica Sabogal, Bay Area stencil-graffiti artist, Galería de la Raza, the Central American Resource Center’s (CARECEN) Youth Leadership Cohort (YLC) and legendary artist Yolanda Lopez 


    I don’t know if my short stint on writing helped or made any significant impact in the series of their workshops. I do know that the students excellently executed a mural that fused together a visual response remixing Tupac’s “The Rose That Grew From Concrete,” Chicana/x activism and scholarship, with some of their faces, mandala designs, and the act of breaking through a glass ceiling. I teach this mural of Jessi’s in almost all of my classes – hip hop learning community or not, but it is still innately hip hop at its roots.

    I am thankful that I have friends who call on me to share what I love as it mixes with what they love. That’s community. That’s friendship. That’s reflection.

    Youth with Jessica Sabogal at the mural unveiling.


    I teach my CIPHER students to work together while they use important tools in visual literacy: subject, form, content, and composition. We looked at and analyzed underlying messages in hip hop artists’ album covers. No, really, we did. You can follow us on Instagram: @criticalhiphop to see the work. To see the grit. To see the grind. I believe images contain arguments, just like writing does. Therefore, image-making and image-reading takes skill, much like graffiti-writing and tagging. Creating requires tending to one’s craft, and it is in that process that much of one’s intellectual capacity is revealed to them and manifested in whatever art form.

    “Graffiti is one of the last reservoirs of highly refined, well practiced penmanship.

    The most reviled and persecuted form of Graffiti, the Tag, is seldom appreciated for the raw beauty of its skeletal letter forms. Most tags are removed immediately, and thus the casual viewer seldom has a chance to discern the difference between entry level and advanced hand styles.” – Gingko Press, on Christian Acker’s Flip The Script: A Guidebook for Aspiring Vandals & Typographers

    A screenshot of one of a few Instagram activities I assign.


    My answer: Yup. I do. And my definition of community often contracts and expands. 

    Working with other artists, educators, and makers makes me step my game up. It makes me teach. It makes me want to teach. It makes me want to teach well. It makes me be where my students are, in a manner and fashion that they know very well, which allows them to take ownership of new spaces, and new territories.

    I teach artist Justin Bua’s The Legends of Hip Hop because it is a dope non-fiction narrative suitable for college-level writing students (plus, it has pictures and gives students a brief, curated history of hip hop). In it, Bua covertly makes an argument about how his portraits of hip hop artists blur or even do away with the ivory tower between high art or high culture and low art or low culture. He names themes and aesthetic traditions from artists like Rembrandt, Millet, Rivera, van Gogh, and Daumier, and paints game changers like Muhammad Ali, Queen Latifah, Eazy-E, and Wu Tang Clan to highlight them as substantial subjects, in a(n art) world that would otherwise render them invisible. 

    There are mosdef some privileged ass literary, visual arts, and educational spaces that don’t let you and your friends in at all, or make you feel like you ain’t allowed. And what happens when those expensive, guarded, and homogenous (read: hella white) art spaces happen time and time again, are labeled ‘tradition,’ labeled ‘canon,’ labeled ‘exclusive,’ and really mean ‘the result of longevity and wealth based on white supremacy and perpetuated political power’? I think that most folks and makers create a way to fight back. To learn against. To make visible these structures and gatekeepers. To be where we’re not supposed to be, but to be there anyway, as illicit as possible. Sometimes, when we stick and stay, we be the graffiti on the wall. And so many authorities want to remove, erase, or deface us as soon and as violently as possible.


    “The subject is Queen Latifah placed in the center of American currency and it is a dollar bill signifying that she's the number 1 lady in a male dominated game. The content of the picture includes "State of Hip Hop" portrayed above her portrait. Her date of birth is also subliminally included to her left. The word UNITY is spread through the dollar bill and to the top left of the bill there is a number 1 and the bottom left contains the letter L which may signify The Number One Lady.  Canvas and blotted paint seem to make up the form. The portrait is colored green with hints of gold. Her center portrait itself is in full color. The composition contains her looking away from the viewer. Mean mugging, if you will. And looking badass.”—Matthew V. and Kyle N., CIPHER Students 

    Education is hella lonely. And it doesn’t have to be. And I want to change the game so that students in my classroom are  tasked with seeing themselves where statistics, policies, and even schools tell them they are not welcome. One of the most powerful tools students can have to challenge those master narratives in order to survive in school, in life, in struggle – is a friend. A homie. A comrade.

    Every friend I’ve come to really call a friend in my community has reflected back to me my strengths, pasts, journeys, or shortcomings. Community can be difficult and challenging, but still there. So when people say, or when friends say, “Hey, I see you,” they are recognizing you and your presence. They see you. You see them back. You see each other. You see each other back. It is reciprocal. And if you see yourself in them, well, then it can be a community.



    Janice Lobo Sapigao is a poet, writer, and educator from San José, CA. Her first book of poetry about her mom, microchips for millions, critiques the Silicon Valley and its exploitation of immigrant women workers, and will be published this summer by Philippine American Writers and Artists (PAWA), Inc. She is the Associate Editor of TAYO Literary Magazine. She teaches English at San José City College and Skyline College. She loves hip hop, runs races occasionally, and craves Philz Coffee. If you want, you can learn more at